Harri Aalto

Something delightful has happened to my awareness. Even though I have been experiencing this new phenomenon for a very long time, somehow a new grand element or realization has been added. Almost as if the long passage of time itself has precipitated an unexpected reality of awareness. A great secret has ceased to be a secret and blossomed into conscious awareness.

Knowledge itself is not only a personal affair but is actually a universal reality that is naturally pushing its own unfoldment into concrete expression. The pieces of knowledge have fallen into place and found their consummation in the connected totality of their oneness. And this great unbounded singularity is actually an infinite number of parts, layers, heavens and universes all comprising, structuring and defining the one grand unbounded Absolute that which is able to move as its own absoluteness as and in my consciousness.

And I, caught as it were in the great sweep of infinity on the move, pure bliss in motion, pure knowledge shimmering, revealing even daily events and objects of perception as that wholeness, am that utter stillness that is incarnate in everything existing. And quite suddenly the sum total of it all gets added up, makes sense and is realized as all one whole.

The entire realization and experience is that even my body is both silent and moving exactly like pure awareness, no different all just one great knowledge. It ultimately takes a physical body to realize wholeness, to find a fuller more tangible range of consciousness. Pure intelligence dwelling in its home, the body dwelling in consciousness altogether one totality.

But the real surprise is that not only is my heart the shining the center of divine, cosmic and terrestrial experience, but that I began to clearly experience other hearts in the same way. This multiple experience of the other points, other hearts shimmering in and as a field of pure abstraction created an extraordinary increase in my clarity, understanding and pure joy. Not being the lone point in a cosmic ocean of reality had an enormous effect on my awareness. In the same way that the celestial regions and their inhabitant are part of my awareness, my family and friends began to be seen as points of liveliness in pure awareness. Consciousness stopped being just my individual consciousness and I began to know and actually see the tangible, expanding and wholistic influence of my family, friends and community had within the very structure of my awareness.

My heart began to blaze so brightly that even my physical movements were seen as the point and points of brilliant light moving within celestial, universal and absolute effulgence. And everything more tangible or expressed simply was found as a tracing on or a layer of that clarity. This universal light that is now the essence of pure love is absolutely still, yet it functions as the sun total of the points of individual love and is so intense that I can hardly stand it at times.

It’s really the very best found secret of all, that Gods unbounded love radiates as individual love, grounded in my heart, everyone’s heart. This point of all hearts is centered in my awareness so concretely that I can feel and see the structure of individual love in the fabric of universal wholeness. Love gives a delicate wonderful softly binding thickness to my awareness that I feel as I move through it both with my heart, my body and with my senses coming along for the ride. Pure knowledge active in its own structure finds its liveliness throughout pure joy and pure joy finds its fullness in pure knowledge.

Imagine knowing, seeing moving through a field, a divine home of personal awareness that constantly, knowingly radiates knowledge-filled, bliss-filled physicality on its own structure of unbounded, Absolutely silent infinity. Then imagine the universe, divine and earthly, sweeten it with unbounded knowing and pure bliss, add God and the gods, discover it in your own eternal secret pulsing heart, and finally realize that this experience is actualized as what I, you and everyone truly deserves.