My life like everyone’s life is rushing forward emotionally, physically, mentally and in all ways but all these aspects of my being I see and know as connected or permeated to an unchangingly vast field of quiet consciousness that is the very makeup, intelligence and energy of their source. From an early age I was somehow given to see, know and feel this silent life essence even in an around my body. This experience feels like all of me is flowing in complete sycronous balance throughout this infinite experience of completely luminous self-awareness. My immovable-awareness some how manages to move eternally without diminishing itself or anything else in any way. And I am just innocently standing at the door of them both somehow holding them in their place.