My wakefulness at its quietest, that point at which my awareness is most unmovingly still, awake only to its own pristine nature, hovering, as it were, infinitely expanded and close to the transcendent, there, I am that absolute pure potentiality, an unexpressed abstraction, an unbounded resonant, soundless stillness. This silent wakefulness within and as itself is the activity, the liveliness of my awareness, this self-reflecting consciousness knows itself as the movement, the inter-connected knowledge that structures, cloths itself with eternal bliss filled movement and is universal and divine existence itself. Wholeness by virtue of being universally, absolutely everywhere present, has my ears that can hear, my eyes that can see and my voice that can speak.

My senses all together and independently have their localized and unbounded activities awake as part and parcel of the experience of wholeness. There each individual sense is fully awake within its own stream of consciousness of the whole. This is where each sense is at its most aware, its most concentrated, expanded, and its most powerfully subtle state. The physical activity of my senses, not lost in relativity, just shy of the Absolute, I experience as the inter-connected flavors of knowledge and bliss within the movements of my consciousness.

My experience is not just pure silence and is not just purely relative but is something much more, altogether a fullness of both. Fullness of the Absolute because my unbounded self-awareness is an experience of knowingness that quantifies and reveals, but does not change, the abstract totality of universal awareness.

Fullness of the relative because absolutely nothing material or physical however small or large, far or near or however delicate, is missing from an all-pervasive connectedness. And it’s on this, the subtest level of my senses where they are pervasively expanded, that I know them as streams of Absolute consciousness in my specific motion. All connections are obvious to me here at the junction point between consciousness and physiology, in fact I am clearly aware that there is no junction point just a gapless infinity of oneness where all transformations and interchanges and their beginnings and ends are the unified structure of my awareness……

To be continued