Divine Consciousness
In meditation and in activity I experience my mind and body as layers of conscious light in a sea of stillness—from a transparent to a golden hued unboundedness of luminous shimmering, crackling sound, the very structure of knowingness. My senses are the expanding knowledge and specific flavors of that awareness that are streaming and connected to specific areas of my body. My senses, flowing as wholeness, are the tangible means by which consciousness moves within a ocean of unbounded self-awareness connecting physical matter and the divine environment into one, many chaptered, story-package of pure, silent knowledge.
My eyes are luminous with the divinity of pure joy; joy in a sight that is the Absolute sound of all sounds, the Absolute form of all forms. I can see the structured space of my heart and body extending around me to infinity. This very empty stillness is so unboundedly full that the distance between emptiness and fullness—between my experience and the Absolute, between God and the Gods—has all but disappeared. Yet there I am: both fullness’s as a package of humming knowledge, the strumming reverberations of pure wholeness.
How can I describe the wonder-full experience of a celestial perception that is dominated and inundated by the structure and knowledge of the unbounded togetherness of this cosmic family. This innate, Absolute, divine, all-inclusive attribute of my mind, body, and senses, perceives and serves to tangibly unite all the continuous layers of experience from total, pure silence to daily activity.
I experience total, unmoving silence, constantly; this silence has a transparent, self-luminous, self- knowing, unbounded surface, that moves throughout all the levels of my experience. Unbounded silence sparks as knowledge and bubbles as wholeness throughout the divine movement of my awareness.
The most delicate sound, the most sublime sight, the softest touch, the subtlest fragrance, and the most enchanting taste, I see as knowledge-full, with bliss spilling from a divine activity, connecting even the narrative of my daily life. This continuity, this connectedness, this ever-present nature of the subtlest to the most expressed, of silent consciousness to even my physiology and to ordinary activity is the true wonder of my experience of wholeness.
My entire experience could be explained as a universally manifesting infinity, tethered to the tiniest point of my silent, heaven-spanning heart. In the detailed wholeness of this simultaneity, I can see an ocean of pure silence roaring within its own nature. This cosmic sound is the seed knowledge of my consciousness, unboundedly pulsing as Absolute, celestial and earthly creation: a divine wind of self-awareness that as if shakes the Absolute as a cosmic and personal experience of oneness— the very story of ancient beginingless Existance.